Saturday, June 24, 2006

LIFE is a compromise .......


"Life is a compromise between what you want to do, what your experience tells you to do, and what your inner self lets you do."

How does it feel to be rebuked by a girl? Bad... How about when you know the thing you are doing would lead to it and you still do it? Let's say - indifferent... I was in a situation, can't say that to be typical, but yes, different from all my past experiences.
Female brain works in myriad ways. In my circle, a discussion goes on many a times in which we unanimously agree on a few things which females just can't do : they can never be good at maths, they can never be good at driving, they can never understand logic! There are positive sides as well. As far as I consider, a female brain has larger areas allocated for emotions and love. Its interconnection with the heart is stronger than with other parts of the brain itself. In essence, it can teach you "life".
I have learnt many different aspects of life from my female friends. This experience was a similar one. Try doing something which makes a guy happy and he would say - "What's the matter with you?" Do that with girls and they would be in seventh heaven. In my case, it gives me a personal satisfaction when I can be the cause of somebody's happiness.
Can't write the details owing to the sanctity of this space, but it was a mixed experience : now I have got a person on this earth to whom I was close to heart, but cannot speak everything from heart because of known faults done. But I have also added to my friend list one more person in whose life I was able to add some happy moments. Compromise? I guess that's all I am about!

L (iving) I ( n the world ) F ( ull of ) E (xcitements)....

The true meaning of LIFE, or at least a vague glimpse of it is what I thought to have seen, from all my personal self revelations couched and imparted in to my brains myself, for all the past years of experiences about tackling different entities that we come across, when Snippy gave me the best compliment of my LIFE. During my last visit to Hyderabad, as we were conversing various aspects of LIFE, I was dragged in to discussion about “My Dream Girl" with whom I would share the rest of my life and the characteristics I looked for, in her. That was the moment; I had the chance to put all my feelings and brains out. I averred with all cogency and rigor.
That was when Snippy said, " The girl who is going to stand beside you through out your LIFE is the luckiest one the Earth" I kept asking her what made her utter the phrase. For some reason strange, she didn’t reveal what her heart was saying to her. I could not read her mind for that moment. She promised to say that later, but I knew she would not. All this and lot more makes me think the reason to be feminine. I could visualize the conspicuous demarcation between a girl and a boy. Through out my LIFE, being male is what I knew and I am still trying hard to master all the attributes of masculinity. Sometimes I ask myself, how would have it been if I was to be a born Girl? Definitely, I would have enjoyed a lot more care and attention from my parents and everyone, but then, its only up to a certain stage in life, I should say may be, in the childhood. Once a person is in a position to visualize, experience and understand what the world around him/her is, its unarguably the best to be a guy. The freedom that a budding young lad has, can never be enjoyed as a girl, I feel ( at least in my part of the World).Watching all those sequels of romantic episodes of "Friends" as a bunch of guys, that late night strolling, midnight movies in theaters, all those fun filled fantastic cricket matches and many more. Of course there are these trademark feminine attributes which men don’t have, which girls feel to be their own like blushings for every small compliment, taking all those flatteries and flirtings from men around and a few more things that I would not have known being a guy. I wanted to transform the mental state of my mind in to that of a girl's more than a few times, to experience how it feels to be a girl in lot of situations. Well.....I still swing between ends when it comes to choosing which gender is it to be better born as, but I am contended with what I am. I still wonder what I am up to after the compliment I was given, I should say that it made my day. Still searching for the true meaning of LIFE..........

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Chichigaadi WishList

Well..... Every One in this Universe has some wish 2 make, but just as a difference my wishes have crossed a bit greater heights to reach this page....here is what my wish list speaks.....

My first and foremost wish is to meet Aishwarya Rai, take her Autograph and dine along with her.......

Bowl a single delivery to sachin and clean bowled him!!!!....

Write Eamcet again and fetch 50/50 in physics.

Beat Billgates at ransom....

Shake hands with sam Palmisano My CEO........(missed it a fortnight back)

Stop those never ending little squabbles and fights with my sister........

Become HarryPotter for atleast a day

Read all the business papers in the market on a given day.....

Stop looking at the girl next door :P ....

wake up at 4 in the morning and go for a jog......(Full filled just recently)

Wish to become a confectioner one day to eat all the sweets at will. at least marry one from the Pulla reddy family!!!!!

Possess all those Fantastic Fictions of Jeffrey Archer......I don't own my Favorite book "Sons OF Fortune" waiting for some one to present me for my bday....

Fly in MIG 29 Fighter plane at 1000 KMPH and 15 KM above the ground.....

Stop eating chewing gums for one complete year......(still 3 months left 4 fulfillment of this wish)

Long Drive with my dream girl in SKODA Fabia.......

Hit a huge sixer in a tournament (fulfilled in final year sufferer was ChandraMouli-CSC)

Define The true meaning of a FRIEND and LIFE .......(Still trying)

Watch Kabhi Alvida Naa Kahnaa On first Day

Stop talking (calling) for 1 month to my best friend Ramakanth.

Do Bungee Jumping ......

Tell VenkatNarayana sir(My Asst Proff at College) that I was The one who Did a proxy sign of absence for 8 days in the staff attendance register,when he was actually present in the department.(he had to face the music from My HOD).<>

Sing the breathless song of shankar Mahadevan

Own The most craziest and weird thing in the world (started searching for a Squids tail..)

Ask Sandra Bullock for a date......

To play all the games on the one fine day Squash, Bowling, Snookers, tennis,Golf........came true

play all the games I missed above too On the same day

Door deliver Pizzas and milk packets

Play beach Volly in Andamans

Watch all the shows on cartoon network on a given day

Dance like mickel Jackson

Celebrate birthday on TankBund Hyderabad (full filled)

Climb Eifel Tower....

Sleep in the Igloo's of Norway

Visit orphanage and spend an entire day with them.......(came true)

Wish all my wishes to be full filled.......

To have Indian flag Of my own ....Meraa Bhaarath mahaan....

Stop all those preachings to my sisty....

Keep my Room kempt and Tidy........

Become Wolverine of X-men......

...........To be continued