L (iving) I ( n the world ) F ( ull of ) E (xcitements)....
The true meaning of LIFE, or at least a vague glimpse of it is what I thought to have seen, from all my personal self revelations couched and imparted in to my brains myself, for all the past years of experiences about tackling different entities that we come across, when Snippy gave me the best compliment of my LIFE. During my last visit to Hyderabad, as we were conversing various aspects of LIFE, I was dragged in to discussion about “My Dream Girl" with whom I would share the rest of my life and the characteristics I looked for, in her. That was the moment; I had the chance to put all my feelings and brains out. I averred with all cogency and rigor.
That was when Snippy said, " The girl who is going to stand beside you through out your LIFE is the luckiest one the Earth" I kept asking her what made her utter the phrase. For some reason strange, she didn’t reveal what her heart was saying to her. I could not read her mind for that moment. She promised to say that later, but I knew she would not. All this and lot more makes me think the reason to be feminine. I could visualize the conspicuous demarcation between a girl and a boy. Through out my LIFE, being male is what I knew and I am still trying hard to master all the attributes of masculinity. Sometimes I ask myself, how would have it been if I was to be a born Girl? Definitely, I would have enjoyed a lot more care and attention from my parents and everyone, but then, its only up to a certain stage in life, I should say may be, in the childhood. Once a person is in a position to visualize, experience and understand what the world around him/her is, its unarguably the best to be a guy. The freedom that a budding young lad has, can never be enjoyed as a girl, I feel ( at least in my part of the World).Watching all those sequels of romantic episodes of "Friends" as a bunch of guys, that late night strolling, midnight movies in theaters, all those fun filled fantastic cricket matches and many more. Of course there are these trademark feminine attributes which men don’t have, which girls feel to be their own like blushings for every small compliment, taking all those flatteries and flirtings from men around and a few more things that I would not have known being a guy. I wanted to transform the mental state of my mind in to that of a girl's more than a few times, to experience how it feels to be a girl in lot of situations. Well.....I still swing between ends when it comes to choosing which gender is it to be better born as, but I am contended with what I am. I still wonder what I am up to after the compliment I was given, I should say that it made my day. Still searching for the true meaning of LIFE..........
That was when Snippy said, " The girl who is going to stand beside you through out your LIFE is the luckiest one the Earth" I kept asking her what made her utter the phrase. For some reason strange, she didn’t reveal what her heart was saying to her. I could not read her mind for that moment. She promised to say that later, but I knew she would not. All this and lot more makes me think the reason to be feminine. I could visualize the conspicuous demarcation between a girl and a boy. Through out my LIFE, being male is what I knew and I am still trying hard to master all the attributes of masculinity. Sometimes I ask myself, how would have it been if I was to be a born Girl? Definitely, I would have enjoyed a lot more care and attention from my parents and everyone, but then, its only up to a certain stage in life, I should say may be, in the childhood. Once a person is in a position to visualize, experience and understand what the world around him/her is, its unarguably the best to be a guy. The freedom that a budding young lad has, can never be enjoyed as a girl, I feel ( at least in my part of the World).Watching all those sequels of romantic episodes of "Friends" as a bunch of guys, that late night strolling, midnight movies in theaters, all those fun filled fantastic cricket matches and many more. Of course there are these trademark feminine attributes which men don’t have, which girls feel to be their own like blushings for every small compliment, taking all those flatteries and flirtings from men around and a few more things that I would not have known being a guy. I wanted to transform the mental state of my mind in to that of a girl's more than a few times, to experience how it feels to be a girl in lot of situations. Well.....I still swing between ends when it comes to choosing which gender is it to be better born as, but I am contended with what I am. I still wonder what I am up to after the compliment I was given, I should say that it made my day. Still searching for the true meaning of LIFE..........
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